I just got home from the Neil Squire computer help afternoon. I am very grateful to have been 'walked through' making a blog. Only now comes the test. I have to see if I can do it unassisted. I believe what happened in the last hour is an example of what happens to me on a social level all the time. I felt really left out. At the end...no body seemed to be 'looking at me' which made me think that they were not talking to me or including me....or that I must have said something wrong and they were insulted.
I am reminded of the comments made by some of the women in the book "Women from Another Planet:Our Lives in the Universe of Autism"...when they say how NT's signal each other with their eyes all the time...and so how so much is said that is not said. I feel like I have been shaken about like a little terrier had me by the neck and was shaking me to bits. It is that whole political thing again....like when Elaine Graham said one time about Don Graham...how he was a 'political pit-bull'...and I remember letting out a yelp and cry when it was turned on me.
One has to be careful of these things.
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