Incongruence and No Sleep

4:30am

It was at the point when she, (being the addictions counsellor), said, that "there was incongruence", that I knew we had a problem, Houston. It was at that point that I tried to 'discuss' this point.

And, unfortunately, that is when the 'little devil' that the Groovy Druid was talking about reared his ugly head. And that, unfortunately, is the crux of my problem....in terms of making friends and influencing enemies as they say....this I can see....so I think that I have to find, once again, a person who might, in my wildest dreams, help me....since the above person can't or won't, being seeped in concepts and only open to things that are in the defined area of discussion, as defined by someone...other than herself.

But, Thank You anyway. The fact that you can 'NAME THAT TUNE', so to speak, is a compliment to your counselling expertise.

But, I think you have to explore that observation and judgement of me, in yourself first...before I can even begin to feel accepted in your presence. About that TRUST reference that was the first topic of the conversation.

That was what I was trying to say yesterday but only succeeded in arousing more anger in her.

But...now that we have the 'devil' named...(as the Groovy Druid calls it...www.wrongplanet.net)... (Articles section, "The Secrets of Projecting Successful Body Language).. (god, couldn't those kids have chosen a better name for their angst or their site)...we can possible do something about learning the appropriate BODY LANGUAGE.....so that I don't continue to get these assinine reactions.

Meanwhile...I have to go to work at this rediculous hour worrying, as I have been, about acceptance at the job...even though I have done a good job in terms of the job....but not of course in terms of the NT's NEED for "congruence" in interactions...on their invisible, unconscious own terms.