I am Unique

12:32pm

Today is Thanksgiving Day, 2006

Right now, I want to give thanks where thanks is due.

I am so so happy right now. I feel so connected....to my lovely inner self. To the Ocean of Joy that Prem Rawat talks about. I am listening to his cassette tape "Save the Day". It also has beautiful music on it. I am cooking my turkey. I have invited a few people directly (that is good)...and some people indirectly (by means of a sign downstairs in this building...and we will see if that is a mistake or not).

If anybody comes that will be fine. (I am a little scared. I am not good at inviting people over or knowing what to do when they get here). If nobody comes that will be ok too. In fact, it might be better, who knows. As I am good at enjoying myself, by myself.

I went to the food store ealier to pick up some vegetables and a gallon of whipping cream (which I will have to freeze I suppose).

On the way I thought how, today, just now, I am really feeling how UNIQUE I am...just like Prem Rawat says...how all of us, each of us, are each unique. Mostly I do not appreciate it when I am in the sea of troubles rather than the Ocean of Joy. On my way to the food store I was thinking how lucky I am to have received this gift of Knowledge...to know my own heart.

So I am giving THANKS to where thanks is due. I have been thinking, for a nice change, how thankful I am for have been shown this gift...that everyone already has....inside.