What a Difference Art Makes

September 19, 2008 (Friday)
5:25pm
What a respite.
What an island.
What a sanctuary.
What a difference.

What a blessing art is.

I just dropped by the Gallery after work tonight so that I could register for a workshop that is offered. I could cry because I am so grateful for infusion of peace and beauty. What a wonderful artist is Wendy Peart. What a wonderful exhibition. How well done in its conception and understanding, is the art.

How much I miss the enjoyment, fulfillment and sense of purpose art provides to a person.


9:45pm
I see people have been mucking about in my computer again. I really don't care anymore. I can't do anything about their morals. Obviously they are just into controlling for the sake of it and for their own gain. But what can do about that even.

I have had a very rough day today. I had a lot of 'new' learning opportunities to take care of....and sure, very slow. There are also a lot of 'computer' issues also...on top of my slowness, The two together make for a lot. I know that I can get very good though, given time. Time is of the essence....(as they say). In more ways than anyone knows.


11:28pm
I have been trying to sleep for the past hour. Can't shut off my brain. Very exhausted. Worried about everything...and nothing here to soothe anything. Not a person who cares. Not a dog to love. Worried about my mother. Knowing she is probably going through the same thing. Very worried about the job. Anxiety thinking about it really. Mistakenly didn't sign off at closing time and got a call. (or maybe not mistakenly as the case may be). It was an issue I had not dealt with since class perhaps. One has to get the dates correct also or the programme won't accept changes. had to find help when all of my own team had gone home already. And there are protocols to follow, obviously, because people were avoiding me.

And I don't know what the protocols are. Need an advocate. I am considering asking someone at ARC.



Midnight
Finally I looked on the website Mspeaks and downloaded the webcast. And took a tylenol, and finally got a really good sleep.