On reading over some of the things I have written over the last couple of posts, I see why I decided to not-write anything for so many weeks. Still too many concerns. Too many worries. Too much uncertainty. So... too much going through my brain.
And still too many of the 'issues' and barriers to overcome. People with their noses into my business. People with their own fears (for whatever reasons, and that is another 'issue') using whatever means they have at their disposal to interfere in my life. That I find very hard to cope with. Those behaviors really set my adrenal glands and brain into high gear. Not fair to me for sure. Very disrespectful of MY needs and requirements. Very worrisome is the reason anyone would do that.
So I am 'courting clarity'. That is a topic Prem Rawat talks about a lot. And that is what I am hoping to accomplish since it is something for which to be grateful.
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