To my Son and To my Father

I can feel the pain and hurt you are feeling.
I wish I could help you.
I wish I could take the pain away.
You must help yourself to take the pain away. There are things that you can do.
I can only say I am sorry for the pain and suffering I have caused, through what I have done in the past. I am sorry for the pain I have caused you.....unintensionally, selfishly, and through ignorance.
But I was totally wrong.
I felt helpless to do otherwise than what I did.
But I was wrong.
Totally wrong.

I would never do the same thing today....knowing what I know now.
I wish I could change what happened to you.
I am sorry.

Another Try

It looks like Blogger has gotten very very good in the time I have been away....in terms of incorporating all the things I have imagined I would like to incorporate in the blog. So now it means I will have to learn how to do all those things now that it is possible....when I have time!