I feel very embarassed also about my posts. That 'news from the heart' should be happy and joyous and uplifted. Mostly I am feeling very dry and thirsty. Somewhat impatient.
...and very very hot (with this weather).
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
Another Hot Day
I have just finished making some Punjabi Chicken from the chicken thighs I stumbled upon for under 5.00. I will let it reduce for a while and maybe have some in a couple of hours.
We are into the latter part of the third week of rediculously hot weather. It has hovered around the 35 degree celsius mark although today it went down to 25 degrees...for one day only...and 25 degrees is plenty hot for me. When they say cooler, I am thinking more like 17 degrees...so we can have some relief.
Earlier on (two weeks ago) I just tried to work through the heat and basically ignore it. That was when I was hauling a lot of stuff from the storage unit..whatever I could fit in the car, since Jim is not very forthcoming with any help. It is unfortunate that he has to be so abusive. He still owes me 200.00 for the truck, when I gave it to him for half what it should have been. And all the others. My son. My brother. The people in this new place.
I am very depressed. I have been just going through the motions today. And then they even called to have me change days...like I just an owned by them. Basically it is just the same old back-door thing that Jim pulled. The dog training behavior. They are all really ignorant. They treat me like a dog. Many of them, the men mostly, figure I should only be 'rewarded' for doing what they figure I should be doing.
And, therefore, that must be totally arbitrary wouldn't you think.
We are into the latter part of the third week of rediculously hot weather. It has hovered around the 35 degree celsius mark although today it went down to 25 degrees...for one day only...and 25 degrees is plenty hot for me. When they say cooler, I am thinking more like 17 degrees...so we can have some relief.
Earlier on (two weeks ago) I just tried to work through the heat and basically ignore it. That was when I was hauling a lot of stuff from the storage unit..whatever I could fit in the car, since Jim is not very forthcoming with any help. It is unfortunate that he has to be so abusive. He still owes me 200.00 for the truck, when I gave it to him for half what it should have been. And all the others. My son. My brother. The people in this new place.
I am very depressed. I have been just going through the motions today. And then they even called to have me change days...like I just an owned by them. Basically it is just the same old back-door thing that Jim pulled. The dog training behavior. They are all really ignorant. They treat me like a dog. Many of them, the men mostly, figure I should only be 'rewarded' for doing what they figure I should be doing.
And, therefore, that must be totally arbitrary wouldn't you think.
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