It is 5:30am. I have actually been up since 4:30am. So that I can be at work for 6:00am.
I am not used to writing here any more. I wanted to say something though. Mostly I feel that I have been awake all night. I hope I can get through the day.
I am feeling very alone today. I can't understand why people are acting to me the way they do. I had no idea life would just get worse and worse. I have no one...not even my beloved Henry. I miss that doggie so much. I just pray that they did not kill him...that he has a good home and someone who loves him. I don't understand these people and their thinking.
I could go on and on about the injustices. I won't. I just don't understand why people behave as they do.
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Sunday, July 29, 2007
Saving the Day
I spent much of the day writing in my journal and not here. In fact, I have not written here for many months. I have also of late been considering starting a blog on My Space....but now that I am here, in Blogger, I need to say a few words I guess.
It has been a good day today. In spite of my frustrations. I have been plodding on, spurred on today especially by the possibility of a dinner guest...but they declined in the end. As did my other invitation for later in the week. And my son was no where to be seen at any baseball game. In fact, no games appeared to be happening today. Very strange. Maybe because of the heat and humidity...another 37 degrees today.
But I ended up at the hospital and ended up giving a person a ride home from the hospital. I gave someone else a dinner for tomorrow...spaghetti sauce that I made this morning with broccoli and carrots jullienne. I made a good dinner for myself and whoever wanted to share or not. I cleaned up the house. I did a lot of cleaning and sorting today. And four loads of laundry.
So in spite of not having a dinner guest tonight, it was a good day. In spite of my being so angry much of the day and having to 'write it down' to get it out, it was a good day. After finally after practicing for about half an hour around the noon hour...things turned around.
That is when the day got saved. I can feel happy with today. Perhaps I will try to continue to do some posts here.
It has been a good day today. In spite of my frustrations. I have been plodding on, spurred on today especially by the possibility of a dinner guest...but they declined in the end. As did my other invitation for later in the week. And my son was no where to be seen at any baseball game. In fact, no games appeared to be happening today. Very strange. Maybe because of the heat and humidity...another 37 degrees today.
But I ended up at the hospital and ended up giving a person a ride home from the hospital. I gave someone else a dinner for tomorrow...spaghetti sauce that I made this morning with broccoli and carrots jullienne. I made a good dinner for myself and whoever wanted to share or not. I cleaned up the house. I did a lot of cleaning and sorting today. And four loads of laundry.
So in spite of not having a dinner guest tonight, it was a good day. In spite of my being so angry much of the day and having to 'write it down' to get it out, it was a good day. After finally after practicing for about half an hour around the noon hour...things turned around.
That is when the day got saved. I can feel happy with today. Perhaps I will try to continue to do some posts here.
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